having some major life anxiety/stress....can y’all give me s..
Added 2021-02-16 03:30:35 +0000 UTChaving some major life anxiety/stress....can y’all give me some nice motivating words? 🙁 i’m gonna turn my DMs open to be Free for tonight. (tips will be greatly appreciated but not required, it’s totally optional. if you send a tip i’ll send you a personalized voice memo!!) okay so basically, i’m having a lot of anxiety about staying at my job, or leaving to pursue creating for patreon & onlyfans full time. 🙈🙊 i was off work all last month on a stress leave and it went soooooo well that i have been thinking about putting in my notice soon!!....but now, i keep second guessing it. on one hand, i really really REALLY think i can do it! 👏🏻 like, i think i’ll still be okay financially!! but on the other handi just, i’m still terrified??? ☹️ i have been back to work for only 2 days, and i just feel depressed all over again. it’s soul draining, i don’t know how much it’s worth it anymore. i know if i leave i will be taking a bit of a “pay cut” BUT i know that once im a creator full time my mental health will improve tremendously and i’ll have wayyyy more time to dedicate to making content for you alll!! which is literally my life. it’s my favorite thing in the world. AND also, i know if i leave i can finally dedicate time to making a podcast, youtube, and evening streaming on twitch. (all of which can generate some income too which is good) i feel like i will thrive once im completely self employed, but it’s still suchhhhhh a scary risk to think about? 🙈 i think i’m having major imposter syndrome, thinking my work isn’t “good enough” or im not “worthy” i don’t know. blah. it sucks, man. if you like my content or have a favorite set, please let me know! a simple message telling me about why you enjoy being subbed/pledged to me will probably help give me the confidence boost i need 🙈 i just wanna know y’all believe in meeee, ahhhh. love, karlibra
